"If Love were enough, I'd still be here with you."

Ugh! Tore my heart out on Grey's last night ( I just got around to watching it on the DVR last night)! I know it was a rerun, but I just started watching it about a month ago after much persuasion and I'm totally hooked now.
When McDreamy said that last night, I turned to Brent and said, "I want that on my tombstone!" He just rolled his eyes at me and walked away. Hmpf.
I'm a total fatalist I know, and anyone who's been around me for any length of time knows it too. I have my songs picked that I want played at my funeral (in case your interested, it's I will Remember You and I hope you dance. ) and I've told Brent what is really important to me for him and the kids should anything ever happen to me. I know. It's terrible. But you just never know. God help me I hope everyone lives forever, and nothing bad ever happens to any of us. But reality dictates otherwise. I'm not a pessimist at all, and I'm a very happy person. But there's always that nagging fear in the back of my head (not enough to make me a hypochondriac, no worries there).
Oh, and don't wear black to my funeral, please.

Annnnyyywayyys, on another note, we seem to have a blue tongue epidemic going on around here....it really brings out their eyes, don't you think?